grades

i wish the highschool grading scale was like the ones at occ. 90-100 is an A. 80-89 is a B and so forth. If so, i would probably always make AB honor roll. Since its not i have only made AB honor roll once in high school, and that was this year somehow. I need to do better i guess, cuz right now i have 2 C's and i dont like C's at allllll. My kids will not make C's hopefully, im not going to ground them if they do, but i will reward them if they dont. I wish i got 100 dollars for my AB honor roll lol, gabby did and it ticked me off. hah

laptops.

salkdjksad my aunt is making my limit 1000 for a laptop. I dont know wheter i should get a sony vaio, a hp pavillion, or a toshiba. Im pretty sure im going to get the toshiba, its has alot of memory and battery life is way longer. Its really pretty and light and thin. There is one hp that is like a tablet and its touchscreen, but its 999 dollars and i dont want to push it. plus i would probably break it, knowing me. Im just getting the nicest fastest laptop i can, i guess. idkdjsalkdjsalkf

SPRING...

i wish it would just stay warm outside. One day its warm and sunny and amazing outside, and then the next its rainy, or windy. i cant stand weather like that, i want it to be warm alllllll the time. I could never live in New York, when we go there for the summer, its still a little chilly, i cant wear shorts at night or early in the morning, cuz ill shiver the whole time. Take today for example on crappy weather, its sunny when you look outside so you wear a short sleeve shirt, then you walk about the door, and the wind blows your hair to another dimension, and you get very cold. Then you have to go back in the house to get a jacket, even though you already locked the annoying door, that is completly hard to unlock. Then your running late to occ, because today decided to be windy. I hate being late.

senior year.

I think i have hit senioritis. Idk i just dont wake up early anymore, although i have to now to go to the YMCA with my mom. I do all my work, but i do it at the last minute possible. Senior year is almost over. Im graduating in 2 months and about 5 days. Its crazy, i wish it will still junior year sometimes, so i could just stay here a little longer, even though im deff ready to get outttt. I feel like everything has gone by so fast, and hopefully the next 6 years of my life do to. im ready to have a good job and support people i love, or am i. idk i just think im trying to think of what will happen, when i should be thinking of what is happening. Thats what i should do, but my mind doesnt really let me sometimes.

EKU

Im going to be almost 4 hours from home. Thats a super long drive if you think about it, actually i guess if you truly think about it, its not that far. But for me to be 4 hours away from my family is a little trippy. I want to be able to drive down the street and be home with my family and eat dinner every night and rent movies. But i wont be, ill be in richmond with some crazy people i dont know getting the degree i need to be a nurse practioner. Then i will come back here after 6 years of learning and have a nice house with my husband and after 2 years when im 26 i will have my first kid, that will hopefully be a boy, and then 2 years later i will maybe have a girl. idk thats how my life is supposed to turn out, and hopefully it gets there.

Paranoid.

I have a problem with staying in a dorm room with someone ive never met before. This girl could be a psychopath, and want to murder me. She could steal all my clothes and jewelry and what not. She could stand over me while i sleep and make videos of me when i dont know. I might be a paranoid schizphrenic, i doubt it. but foreal i mean whose to say she wont be crazy, or whose to say she might end up being one of my best friends. idk hopefully i dont get beat up, or mugged, cuz that would suck majorly.

scholarship thing.

i went to Owensboro Christian Church a few saturdays ago to try out for a scholarship. You have to sing or play an instrument or whatever. I sang, they said i did really good, and their was no vocal issues, and i was cute, but they dont see me in front of a big audience because i was too scared. Of course im freaking scared, my legs were shaking and i couldnt even look at them. They are there to JUDGE, so yeah im deff scared to be judged. Anyways i left there feeling better, because even though i didnt win anything, i got good critics and i knew i did something i probably would have never done. It justs makes you feel a little better about your self.

soo..

i could have done these blogs 3 days ago, and already be done. Plus i would have extra credit. I dont know why i didnt do them, i had plenty of time, we had a week notice and i still didnt do them. Thats pretty stupid on my part, so i guess i need to do them know before i forget again, and dont do them. Its a pretty easy assignment so i dont understand why i dont do them. I guess sometimes i have a mental block about what to write about, and dont want to write about something pointless. I guess im going to have to from know on, and then when something pops up write about that too.