HERE

I am scared of what is coming
and scared of what may be
i am scared of all the choices
that will always follow me
i am worried of what love is
and if it is really true
i am aggravated by all the questions
and i am ticked off from the fears
i just want to know if i leave
when i come back will you be here

FUTURE

I have ruined my life with the choices ive made
i have tried to change it but i cannot be saved
i know what i did
if only i could have seen what i had in you
i need to realize nothing
is always perfect
and the people you love are more than worth it
you have to be strong and learn on your own
to really be sure of where you belong
i am stuck with feelings i cannot control
and filled with emotion i guess ill never know

HOW

How can people cheat on others
how do you live in sin
how can you look them in the eyes
and lie over and over again
how do you not feel guilt
how can you still be sain
how can you truly love them
and not care about their pain.

DON’T KNOW

I dont know what i am doing
i dont know what i want
i cant figure out the future
its always what ifs, and buts
i need to make myself happy
i need to choose the right choice
the problem is i dont know
i need to listen to my hearts voice