lovee

when your in love with someone, like truly in love, you shouldnt worry about what will happen or what has happened. If you together now, thats all that should matter. I always worry about the dumbest things, and things that arent even going to happen anytime soon. If you love someone dont do that, it will ruin it. Be happy for now, hang out with YOUR friends, and theirs, give them space and TRUST them. and everything will be good.

lifesabout

im tired of never knowing
im tired of all the doubt
im tired of worrying about every detail
and still not knowing what lifes about
i need to become a better person
i need to forget all the pain
i need to make the best choices
so love will always remain
i hope i can forgive him
i hope i can be strong
i hope i can see he lvoes me
like he has all along
i know im at the beginning
and i dont have to figure it all out
but maybe thats the answer
maybe thats what lifes all about

djsalkf

If you think to much about what could go wrong
then how would you know where you truly belong
remember all the happy moments
since those are what get you through
remember the ones you love you
cuz they will always be there for you too

no matter

no matter how strong you are
no matter how hard you try
your life could fade away
in the blink of an eye
dont try to plan your life
just let it go
it will lead you in the right direction
you just have to learn to follow

chorus

i got a solo in chorus. its exciting for me, cuz im not able to just get in front of people and sing, but i did it. it might not have been that great, but whatever. its a song from the lion king which is kinda corny for a high school chorus but its a good song anyhow. im probably gonna pass out when i get up there. or throw up. hopefully ill pass out, or neither.

college

im scared to death to go to college, i shouldnt be because im going with brent and i know im with someone while im there. but just the thought of being 3 hours away from home is scary to me. i want to be able to come home whenever if something bad happens. i know going to a good school and getting out of owensboro for a while to travel is good for me. im just scared of what may happen while im gone. i need to stop being so afraid and grow up. i want to travel i just dont know how far i could be from my family. idk im excited for college, and excited to be with brent. hopefully nothing goes from with my life at college or my life at home.

kdjaslkj

It funny how people are changing from year to year. Values and morales have gone down hill. Im not saying that im like perfect and dont do anything wrong. But some people make some of the worst decisions and never learn from them. People think its cool to have relationships with 50 different people but its not. like yeah have some boyfriends in your life but dont take them to far.

fjdsalkfjsdlkg

i know that its different now
and i know i wont get hurt anymore
im tired of all the heartache
i just want to believe youu
let into hope
let into dreams
let it all go
keep it the same
i know theres a love between us
but i have to forget the past
today i am starting new
nothing but loving you
the flaws, mistakes, and all the tears
nothing more that i should fearr.

social.

i dont understand people that can only hang out with a certain crowd. I might be a little shy if i dont know you, but i will talk to anyone. The only people i would not get along with is people who think they are better just because they have more money or better grades. Everyone has their flaws and everyone has something they are better at then someone else. but we dont have to segregate ourselves from people that are different. Diversity is what makes life interesting. If you only have one group of friends and you dont talk to people that you think are wierd, or stupid then thats even more stupid. Dont be stuck up, be social.

luck.karma.

I dont really believe in superstitions and bad luck. I do believe in karma though. I think that if you do something unkind to someone then i think that something will come back and hurt you worse. Not in the form of a person, but in the idea of you having a horrible week such as getting something very valuable stolen or losing a friend. Bad luck is just stupid, you cant base your luck on things that have happened. There is no such thing as luck, its all percentages and gambles. either you win or you lose. Luck does not win you a soccer game or a fighting match, its talent and hardwork. Some people think its lucky to win at card games or lottery tickets, but its not, its just getting the right cards or ticket.